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Falling away with you

I have been in a MUSEy mood for the past ever... so here are some good lyrics form one of their song off of the Absolution album. go check it out! I am really really excited for the concert in september :)

Falling Away With You-

I can't remember when it was good
Moments of happiness elude
maybe i just misunderstood

all of the love we left behind
watching the flashbacks intertwine
memories I will never find

so I'll love whatever you become
and forget the reckless things we've done
I think our lives have just begun
I think our lives have just begun

and I feel my world crumbling
I feel my life crumbling
I feel my soul crumbling away
and falling away
falling away with you

staying awake to chase a dream
tasting the air you're breathing in
I know I wont forget a thing

promise to hold you close and pray
watching the fantasies decay
nothing will ever stay the same

all of the love we threw away
all of the hopes we cherished fade
making the same mistakes again
making the same mistakes again

I can feel my world crumbling
I can feel my life crumbling
I can feel my soul crumbling away
and falling away
falling away with you

All of the love we've left behind
watching the flashbacks intertwine
memories I will never find
memories I will never find

...and thats it. Its an amazing song weee hooo. a real blog will come soon



Happy B-day Brady

Yesterday was almost a perfect day. It was one of the greatest days I have had so far this summer.... I dont even know why. First I woke up and made it to church early so I could bless the sacrament. I have not done this much lately, but its important to me and Im glad I got the chance to do it. I also gave a talk which I wasnt really looking forward to. It wasnt very well written but i got up there and did it, so it felt really good. Britta also gave a talk that day in her ward. Morgan, Lurpe, and I think Jeb went to hear her speak. She is obviously more popular than me with everyone, but I had less things to be nervous about. And yes, lurpe did attend church.. its a miracle. After sacrament meeting everyone told me what a good job I did (even though I knew they were lying) and even this cute girl in my ward talked to me and told me how well i did and by the way she smiled I could tell she wasnt lying. although she is too young for me... It made me feel good though. thank you unnamed girl. I also saw Joy from down the hall... she didnt come say hi to me but i was still glad to see her. sunday school was tiring as usual but for some reason it wasnt half as bad as usual. Priesthood was swell as well. Mitch Nelson taught about charity, and if Kris Powell would have been there he and I would have had a good laugh. a girl named charity liked him/likes him. i had to giggle to myself. It was a really nice lesson though. It totally made me want to give everything i have to everyone in need and do everything I can for others. After church I drove home and changed into my nice new clothes. There is something about new clothes that makes me feel like a new or different person.... its cool. And while we are on the topic of clothes. One of my guilty pleasures is dressing well and making myself look good. I dont do it much... but I love the satisfaction of looking good and thinking that maybe someone else will think the same way about me. but anyways, after i changed i played my bass in my room. i played Dark Shines by Muse about a million times. Its reall awesome because it requires me to play lots of notes fast and gives me little time to think and for the first time I learned how to play without looking at my fingers. Im getting better and im proud of myself for it. After shredding for over an hour i decided to get on the computer and see who was online. I had some nice conversations with Tish Tish, Karevi, and Katrina... I love having actual conversations with people and talking about stuff. I just recently found out that all of these people are people who i can do that with... its really nice. Pretty soon I felt the need to go longboarding so i stuck in my earphones and rode along the streets listening to Muse. i kept seeing people and they would smile and wave at me... It made me happy. I soon stopped at Erins to visit and she, hannah, britta, brady, and kelsey were all there. I was really glad to see hannah and kelsey for i hadnt seen them for awhile. they have been gone all summer long. But almost as soon as i got there hannah left and we watched an episode of CSI. i then made my way home. i took a nice little nap on my couch then woke up and texted joy for a few hours. then Brady came and picked me up to go to the water tower to watch the meteor shower. Prior to him picking me up i had told Katrina that he and i were going to be doing the whole water tower thing and she jokingly called us gay for it. I told Brady this in the car and we both laughed about it. we have a good relationship in which we can both do almost anything or say anything without it being awkward. Its really awesome... and we are not gay. When we got to the water tower there was a big, blue van parked by it. Brady, being the daring one (not to mention I did not want to see anything that was not worth seeing...) he went up and peered through the windows to see what kind of action was going down, but it was too dark to see anything so he came back to the car. We then decided to go with Erin to JR smith to watch the meteor shower. we layed our blankets down in the middle of the field as a couple of teenager scurried off of the bleachers by us... it was funny because we were just talking about what a good makeout spot it would be and there it was... a couple of teenagers makin out on the bleachers. We were both in a crazy mood. we flirted and joked around with Erin a lot. it was really funny. After lying under the stars for awhile Erin told me to come with her to her car... i had no idea why, but i soon found out. It was Bradys birthday in five minutes and Erin had brought a cake with some candles and a few forks. We surprised Brady and brought the cake to him and sang as he blew the candles out. It was a really awesome moment... the three of us huddled up in the middle of a field under shooting stars eating a cake with a couple of forks. i will definitely never forget it. Britta came pretty soon after and she went off with Erin to tell girlie secrets. so Brady and I told manly secrets. we talked about interesting moments we had with girls... it was a pretty bonding moment haha. It was cool. we could have talked for hours but erin and britta came back and it was late so we decided to head home. I felt really close to everyone, especially Brady, in a really cool, friendly way. It was way awesome. I realized there was another person who could relate to me so much. haha too bad there isnt a girl like that. well... thats how my almost perfect day went. not too bad eh? It was quite a cool day. It is those kinds of days I really love.


p.s. i wrote this right after i got home from the park last night/this morning. keep in mind it was really really late.



So I just took this myspace survey and one of the questions was "What do you label yourself as?" I kind of just stopped and thought for a minute then wrote down about five characteristics or groups of people that I would fit into. It was something like this : Nerd, wierdo, prep, hippie, skater, band geek. haha I looked over that a million times and decided that I had a little bit of all of those in me, but I had no idea what my "label" was. The people I hang out with and spend all of my time with are all almost completely different. Some of them are Metal-heads, some of them are Hippies, there are also Preps, Band geeks, Choir nerds, drama wierdo, man-whores, wanna-be's, musicians, and a lot of other things. What am I? I don't know... I guess I'm just me. To me, "labels" kind of diminish once you get to know a person. You get to know every part of their personality and find out that everyone has many different styles. We all have something in common. Don't judge or label people.

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